Saturday, August 16, 2025
Wednesday, August 6, 2025
Wednesday, July 30, 2025
Blocked off paths at Willow Lake
I'm glad the lake is open, the gate for the bridge over the highway wasn't locked again today, but then when I got in, they had the path blocked off. Seems kind of absurd to me and I walked down the path to the bridge. The path is a bit difficult to get through to Forest Hills, and the Forest Hills side is locked, last time I checked, I didn't walk that for today.
Beggars can’t be choosers.
Saturday, July 26, 2025
7/26/2025
Went down to check to see if it was open, and it was open on the Kew Garden Hills side, but when I got. to the Forest Hills side, it was locked!
Thursday, July 24, 2025
Closed for the second time in a row
Trying to go to Willow Lake and the gates are locked is really annoying. I went a week prior and it was locked too, so it's been locked for a while. No explanation. Quite annoying. It was closed for a few months this winter.
So I walked down the off ramp, and looked to see if there was a break in the fence of where to break into the reeds. The traffic was so heavy, I was too impatient to cross. Anyway, I think the place to go in is to walk down the on ramp from Jewel. I didn't do that, but I did explore to see if there were any other path, and I couldn't really find them. There's so much garbage dumped there, it's quite disgusting.
I take exception that they don't say when they will reopen (NYC).
Wednesday, June 25, 2025
Misconceptions about the environment
This is a post by an ecology PHD student on Reddit:
"Ecology" is such a huge field that covers a lot of different systems and scales, so I don't know if it's possible to identify the biggest misconception, but a few come to mind:
People not understanding that honeybees are (at least in North America) basically livestock, not native pollinators. And that if you want to "save the bees", focusing on honeybees is one of the worst ways to do it
Thinking that "forest" is the default healthiest ecosystem and that we should plant trees everywhere to save the planet
The impact of cats on small bird and mammal populations. Cats kill BILLIONS of animals every year, mostly just for fun. But many people seem to think that it's "natural" to let their cat roam outdoors and hunt whatever it comes across.
Other small and more specific misconceptions include:
Being upset about culling overabundant deer populations and thinking that we should just "relocate" them
Extremes of opinion on non-native plant species; either that all non-native plants are invasive and have to be removed, or that there's no such thing as an invasive plant and that we should just leave them all alone
Monday, June 16, 2025
Teasel
Dipsacus fullonum, syn. Dipsacus sylvestris, is a species of flowering plant known by the common names wild teasel or fuller's teasel, although the latter name is usually applied to the cultivated variety D. fullonum var. sativus.[2] It is native to Eurasia and North Africa, but it is known in the Americas, southern Africa, Australia and New Zealand as an introduced species.
Two mallards walked the path with me until there was a turnoff. On the way back they flew away eventually. There was also a mourning dove.
Thursday, June 12, 2025
Catalpa
They rain down flowers on the path, quite beautiful, but I don’t want to step on them. Southern catalpa: “The catalpa has the distinction of bearing some of the showiest flowers of all the American native trees.” The natural range of the tree was in central Louisiana, but seems to have adapted all over America and southern Canada.
Monday, June 2, 2025
Sunday, June 1, 2025
Like knowing names
Blue Flag
Friday, May 30, 2025
Tuesday, May 27, 2025
Fragrant

Rosa multiflora (syn. Rosa polyantha)[2]is a species of rose known commonly as multiflora rose,[3] baby rose,[3]Japanese rose,[3] many-flowered rose,[3] seven-sisters rose,[3] Eijitsu rose and rambler rose. It is native to eastern Asia, in China, Japan, and Korea. It should not be confused with Rosa rugosa, which is also known as "Japanese rose", or with polyantha roses which are garden cultivars derived from hybrids of R. multiflora. It was introduced to North America, where it is regarded as an invasive species.
Tuesday, May 20, 2025
Tuesday, May 6, 2025
Rainy foggy day
This was the biggest one I saw. There were some blocks to raise up out of the swamp and they were covered with tiny ones that were impossible not to crunch a few. New York is home to over 100 species of land snails.
Wednesday, April 30, 2025
Birds
Above is a Mourning Dove. They have white edged tails.
Saw red winged blackbird first bird Monday. Today was a cardinal, then starling, then dove.
A birder says she sees the eagle once a month. Mentioned osprey.
Tuesday, April 29, 2025
Revolutionize your soul
Maybe you can have all the things that you've ever dreamed of
Maybe you can drive your hummer down your gold plated streets with your dove
Of all the things you want to buy, how do they make you feel inside?
You won't find your light in the bargain bin
So you better start your path within and
Revolutionize your soul
(revolutionize your soul)
What if you had never seen a skyscraper or a superstar
Going up and down in an elevator never knowing who you are
Of all the things that you have seen
Do you even know where you have been?
Get up right now and look towards the light this may be your last chance to ignite and
Revolutionize your soul
Revolutionize your soul
Monday, April 28, 2025
Willow Lake
I was walking through Willow Lake and I saw a bald eagle. I saw a robins, crows, doves and saw a yellow bird I couldn't identify and I saw an eagle! White feathers around it's head, long wings, gliding along. I ran to try and catch more of it, but it was gone before I got to the lake to try and see it.
There was a bird call. I wasn’t familiar with so I took out my BirdNET app and it said it was a Northern Cardinal.
Says Translife:
When I was a psychotherapist I worked for a year with male to female non-op trans population in East New York. I would have never known about that side of life. None of them really wanted psychotherapy, they all told me that I just wanted to f&%$k them. One wanted the operation, at the time it was $7k in Thailand or Ecuador. She wanted that money, went to a bar to find someone who would sponsor her. That's why some of them do sex work. I could never figure out who would sleep with people like that, and then I had a really handsome patient who was a sex addict, and would go to the bar. It's a side of life I was pretty unaware of and I'm grateful to the trans staff member who talked openly with me. She had to be in a male prison and it was hard to shower with the other men when she had boobs. Another patient said he liked prison the best, he was the girlfriend of top dog and was treated the best she's ever treated when she was in jail. Hard for her to not want to go back.
My heart goes out to that population and for the evil current regime to demonize them, use transphobia to score political points horrifies me. I thought about working with the population for a while but I thought it would be too much for me to always be accused of wanting to sleep with them, I found that unpleasant and untrue, and I didn't like to have to say the opposite, no I wasn't attracted to them, that felt like a weird kind of cruelty and none of their business.
I feel like trans hate is unnatural. If you really met someone who was trans and talked to them, you'd realize it was a cruel genetic joke to be born feeling like you were the wrong gender. I read a lot and didn't really read anything good till I read the graphic novel Gender Queer. Which was actually about a woman, who at times felt like she was a man. One of the therapist I worked with went female to male, had top surgery. She would always razz me like a man, it was weird, once the started getting shots of testosterone. The woman I worked with died. There used to be a night they read off every transperson who died in NYC. Many are killed, but there are also health complications and the woman who did sex work get HIV. Just like gay people, some people feel revulsion when they think about it, and don't have the awareness to realize their revulsion doesn't mean they can persecute someone, and the current regime encourages that. I'm hoping this is a step back to which we take two huge steps forward soon.
Thursday, April 24, 2025
Purple & pink
Walked by the lake, red winged blackbirds, thought I saw some type of maybe blue jay.
Guys working on the bridge. I thought of how the Cyclone is rebuilt many times a year out of wood. This bridge is on top of an old bridge.
Wednesday, April 23, 2025
Planted some more wildflower seeds
Saw a black Mallard come out of the water and then go back into the water. Saw turtles bobbing their head above the water and taking a look around. The flight path means there’s a new airplane coming in every 90 seconds, over Lefrak City and Forest Hills. Planted some more wildflower seeds.
Thursday, April 10, 2025
Spring & Starlings
I saw a black bird, smaller with specs, looked it up and it said European Starling.
New book on Starling: Starlings: The Curious Odyssey of a Most Hated Bird by Mike Stark, reviewed in the Wall Street Urinal:
“...the species’ deliberate 1877 introduction to New York City by a wealthy “man of leisure” named Eugene Schieffelin, the scion of a pharmaceutical family and an avid student of birds.”"Chasing the Ghost Bear (2022), writes in lavish detail of the ecological train wreck that swiftly followed as Schieffelin kept importing crates of starlings, as well as house sparrows, skylarks, nightingales and bullfinches.”
Friday, April 4, 2025
Robins
I'd say the bird I most see at Willow is a robin.
I wake up to a robin's song before sunrise.
American robin is the most abundant landbird in North America (with 370 million individuals), ahead of red-winged blackbirds, including European starlings, mourning doves and house finches. It has seven subspecies. (Wikipedia)
An American Robin can produce three successful broods in one year. (All About Birds) Robins eat a lot of fruit in fall and winter. When they eat honeysuckle berries exclusively, they sometimes become intoxicated.
The oldest recorded American Robin was 13 years and 11 months old.
Wednesday, April 2, 2025
Thursday, March 27, 2025
Mallards
Wednesday, March 19, 2025
Downy Woodpecker
Wednesday, March 12, 2025
Open!
I was really revving myself up to get angry to break the sign and tug at the chain and look at the fence to see if there were weaknesses I could break.
Instead I told the worker about the joy of being able to walk down to the lake.
I meditated for 17 minutes. I heard a bird, and I opened my BirdNET app and found out it was a red winged blackbird, from the passerine family.
So many projects, I was going to read all of Thoreau's essays. And I see I've only read one. Next one is The Service, which wasn't published by Dial.
I listened to the essay. It's so complicated, and doesn't flow easily. He's a contrarian, who sought the military model when others are pacifists.
Thursday, February 27, 2025
Tuesday, February 25, 2025
Park still closed
So I talked to some workmen and they were saying that the pipes are gonna be sending drainage waste water to Whitestone where it’s processed and then released into the sound. The pollutants are taken out, and I asked him where they sent the pollutants and they said somewhere in Pennsylvania maybe.
I don’t think that’s why the park is closed. I didn’t even go and rattle the gate, it looked closed from a distance but now I’m thinking I need to go look again, make sure. When I write for the public, however unread this blog is, I feel an extra need to be truthful and right. Additionally I've been thinking truth is dead during the Trump years, so it's revolutionary to tell the truth in such an era.
They said the project was for 2 years, so that's probably not why the park is closed.
Tuesday, February 11, 2025
Pat Dolan Trail Continues to be closed!
The unlimited time irks me "until further notice" I'm thinking about crossing the Van Wyck and the fence anyway, and it's time to start making phone calls.
My friend writes from Portland: "...we learned all about a crazy plan to shoot 400,000 barred owls over the next ten years, because they are coming over from the eastern US and outcompeting the native spotted owls for food and habitat. The barred owls will eat anything and have less restrictive roosting requirements and the spotted owls keep a very limited diet and such and so they are unable to compete and are going extinct."
There was a majestic fish crow cawing away above us on the walk to school today.
Reading Derek Goodwin's Crows of the World (1983), which starts:
"The crow family, Corvidae, is a numerous, diverse and successful group of passerine birds. It includes such familiar species as the Rook in England and the Blue Jay in eastern North America and also others, such as the Sooty Jay and the African Bush-crow, about which little is known. Corvids range in size from the little lark-sized Hume's Ground Jay to the Raven, which is the largest of passerine birds. Some are dull or uniform black in hue, others are among the most colourful of the world's birds."
There's a substack about birds that mentions crows.
Flowers are coming soon: